I was speaking this afternoon and I had already prepared it for quite a long time. Everything went well until one comment came from my attendee. She told me that I did not present it quite well, she said I’m boring and the presentation was quite unclear despite my good material. She said she was dissapointed about how I present. I was mad, and rage at that time, and blaming myself as well. I mean, if I really want to be a teacher I should be good at presentation, right? But turns out I am still far from good.

What made the whole day was more dissapointing was when I told to my parents about how I felt. The didn’t relieve or support my story but they kinda agree with my attendee.

Sometimes when you are at a down side, what you need less is another comment that shows u’re bad already right?