Before midnight
It starts to rain
Shouting to the big sky, echoing to myself
Am I safe, Am I sound?
For all these days that I’ve been putting myself into it
Before midnight
It is the perfect time to write
It is the best time now to re-light up my spark
That had been darkened for ages
It is the greatest time to be ..me
Before midnight
Before my special day ends, my birthday
Before the rain starts to stop
Before the magic is gone
I started to look back for what I’ve been feeling these past years
All those things, that I think I’ve felt things
I’m just a roller waiting the coaster
I’m just a kid looking up the sky
What’s next black sky, I asked
Am I safe, Am I sound?
Now that I’ve felt things with all those things
But I can’t keep up those feelings
Not even in a jar
Or in a heart that wanders
Now that I don’t feel anything
I lost my stars
Before midnight, I look up at the dark rained sky
Those rain drops fall, applausing, answering
You are safe,
and you are sound.
Written at my birth day, 2020
